i forgive you

This was all you, none of it me
You put your hands on, on my body and told me
You told me you were ready
For the big one, for the big jump
I’d be your last love everlasting, you and me
That was what you told me
I was running, you were walking
You couldn’t keep up, you were falling down
I’m giving you up
I’ve forgiven it all
You set me free

Send my love to your new lover
Treat her better
We’ve gotta let go of all of our ghosts
We both know we ain’t kids no more

i love you

One Year

Some people are trapped in time, although time waits for no man. Recently I’ve learned that love is a choice, not a feeling, and after passing through the stages of enchantment we decide whether we are willing to provide kindness, patience, selflessness, protection, hope and most importantly, security. The one God provides to you will become a Helpmate, not a clutch – all of which I didn’t know before. Thanks to wisdom, I understand now. True love is a transformation within us. It’s knowing our worth and understanding the divine plan assigned to us. It’s being willing to be beaten, spat at, humiliated all while carrying a cross to your death. Here, I ask you: are you willing to die for love, how big is your cross?