Trapped

Overstepping is one thing but defending myself is perfectly normal. How is that a problem? You ask so much of me. With complaints and murmurs, I do what I do. Everyone took advantage of the fact that I was home to use and abuse me, to place me in a situation where I felt under appreciated, used and then dashed away with obvious reasons of why I had to do those things. Finally someone stepped up and said something and then things began to coincided. I feel like I can’t speak out. I can’t be my own person because adults know EVERYTHING and everything a child does is wrong and should not even be considered for discussion. It’s so hard doing what I believe will mold me into becoming a better me because it’s not what they want. All that I am is not what she wants, not what anyone wants. I just want to be me, you wont let me.