I can’t bear to listen to what I’m missing because I have no option but to miss it. Its unfair but yet I still smile at the joy I hear on the other end of the line. It’s cute. Love being spread with laughter and smiles, soon to be shared with hugs and kisses when I greet you. This I can’t wait for. Time seems to be jogging along but if only I could whip its ass and command speed. I hate this. I feel distant and unfamiliar but yet you stay just so I can hear you because that always helps.
I constantly remind myself that I will soon be happy and that’s all that matters to me.