I’ve searched for you on Facebook. I guess I’m trying to find you so l don’t have to think too hard on remembering how you look. I even tried to find out how you were because the guessing game and talking to you in my head makes me become crazier than I already am and becoming sane is all I’m truly hoping for. I don’t miss you, I miss your company but we all know we have to let exes go and move on to the better things in life, in my cause Alex, and i swear im trying. I just hoping you’re doing okay. The last time I spoke to you, you were sick with a common cold but when you’re sick it’s like you’re dying (lol). Too bad we only talk on occasion, too bad my memories are fading but I guess in the end, its better off this way.