It’s here but I don’t want it to be. Call me a hypocrite because people are supposed to be happy that their another year older, well I’m not.
I told him, “I want to sleep and never wake up.” He felt hurt and called it being selfish, that I am. Sucks being me. I am just different, with age comes stress with stress comes death so why not choose to die peacefully.
Now I smile and pretend to be happy because I’m 18. Finally legal.